Anxiety Depression Crash. Part 6 the CRASH
14th December 1998. Mid Atlantic, 1,600 miles from St Lucia. Three crew, my client, skipper James (if you missed James's last time click here) and me. Three hours on watch and six off. Cruising chute (big kite) full of wind, too much wind as it’s now 30 knots and should have been down two hours ago. James, Marlborough in hand, gives me clear instruction, ‘clip on, go forward, find the down rope on the snuffer (a 20m long condom) and pull it down when I shout now’. Seas huge and surfing down the swell. I crawl along the deck, attach myself to the shrouds (wires holding up the mast) and await the call. ‘Pull now’ I hear. I pull with all my strength but nothing. We surf down the next wave, I feel the boat turn into the swell, it’s rolling, it keeps rolling and we are going over. In sailing jargon we have broached, I am now standing knee deep in the ocean, gripping the shrouds as the mast hits the water, my feet on the rail, the deck against my shoulder and water everywhere. ‘Pull, pu